i must declare: my no.2 director has my dream house!

no it's not terribly expensive.. it's public housing after all.
in bishan (bonus points for sensibility)
with nice tasteful furnishings (++++ points. but wat do u expect, one's an architect, another's a fashion merchandizer)

but most imptly...


loads of books! (and magazines! of coz from mrs. no. 2.. she claims he does the intellectual stuff... while she does the trashy stuff. i hardly think so! but then i'm still too paiseh to borrow her vogues... haha)
well.. and loads of cozy corners, loads of love,

and no kids to mess up everything!

quite a contrast really. no.3 brought along his wife n maid and 2 kids and they made a hellaluv racket.
not to say that they were a nuisance, on the contrary, i think the girls are really cute!
esp. the elder one. so pretty. she's so ttweet. gonna be a such heartbreaker when she grows up
(then again, she'll be sooooo TALL. her parents are both VERY tall. and she's 2 but has the height of a 5 yr old now. take bus cannot pay concession even... maybe no guys will dare to ask her out).

oh yah, and did i mention that no.3's younger?
no 3 = 32yrs old
no. 2 = 35 or 36 yrs old...

how striking the difference.
but neither is lacking that essential quality.

anyways. i raided no.2's LIBRARY.
it's like... my dream library!!!
(minus the tom clancy stuff.. and  maybe the too heavy-philo and religion stuff...)

omg omg i can like, just park myself there forever.
(in fact, the joke is that the books i've borrowed can prob last me till next CNY... haha... so yah. all the bks in the pic are all MINE now... at least. until the next gathering.)

so of coz, after we left,
my colleagues n i naturally drifted to the topic of how lovely no.2s are...
and how cynical we'd all grown of marriages and families...
(maybe architects are all a cynical lot)

but i guess. we've been affected with their affections and infected with their infatuation...
and i dunno what exactly it is yet, but they just complement each other perfectly.
makes one wonder... ... ... ....

like WY says,
"well, it's like a crush that never ends~"

and something that ANE actually strives for...
(wow. they've been talking so much since i've been away in sch!)

... .... no matter what. i can't wait to get my own apartment!



*** ok the corny thing is i was gonna type down the music i'm listening to... and i realised it's this. talk about freaky!

someday,
when i am DAMN free,

i'm gonna shop for nice BIG boxes.
and arrange my love notes, post it notes, dogged ear letters, precious trinkets and what-nots properly instead of just putting them into one box.
and i'm running OUT of space in that one big letter box already.

putting the past in order, gives so much a clearer view of the present.

i love me friends. i think they love me too. really. *sigh*.

another addictive one.
cheesy, but addictive. the chorus.

man... koreans are GOOD dancers.

just to prove - we aren't the only crazy ones.

and there's a dance tutorial SOMEWHERE in the big scary world of youtube out there. learn from it!

well. we've come to the end of the journey. can't believe it. only got to know them recently (relative), and now, with the release of this new single, it's the conclusion of their first phase... and after this, i fear that they'll never be the same again. never be the same okinawan unmanufactured band, which sings good and play it real. never be the same okinawan boys enthusiatically showing off/sharing their eissa (traditional) dance skills. never make the same unique hot champuru music, singing their hearts out, but never forgetting that music is a FUN thing... not to be taken THAT seriously. 

(in fact, this song does sound q. dated. first image i got when i heard this was some m'sian road trip, with ramly burger in hand, and static radio music which sounds like this in the background) 

also, seeing their transformation from no-do-gooders to become one of the biggest band in japan... and esp esp esp H-I-R-O-K-I! haha... i knew he wud be the cutest. look at him now - from a toot nerd (albeit a cute one) to the hottest one in the band.. ok i sound like a motherhen.

if i sound heartbroken, or out of love - I AM! my one true LUP! i feel dumped, duped... and even, lost. *sobs* on the other hand, i'm glad that the boys are finally moving on too. this great mix of feeling is confusing me...

that's why i can understand how u potter fans feel too. altho it's the end of one phase for harry/ orange, it's also the end of one period in time/ in our lives for us. and which phase is that for me? the last stretch of student life? - yes actually everything this song typifies - fun, cheeky, a long hot summer that should never end, and knowing that it'll end too soon.

allow me to cry my heart out - orenji renji ai forever!

today's the graduation day!

really happy for my frens who're graduating... i wish i was there!

at the same time, can't help but feel depressed.... why?

impetus : maybe coz realised that that there're still many emo roadblocks in my so-called life. things and issues u thot u'd solved/done with/ forgotten... no they still stand out like a shadow in glaring light.

nothing to do with studies. nothing to do with work.

consequence: was woken up at 4 am last night, by a really really bad/ mysterious dream. cudn't sleep well after which. the body ached. my entire day's zonked out.

the yr-1-going-on-yr-2 intern girl with me at work is in the O-camp this wk. and she msged me this morn : "hopefully ur blue monday will go away soon!"

she cleanly forgot. and my reply was, "i sure hope not. this is the first time in many wks since i get to see the sky being SO BLUE!"

and it's true. the morning sky was so blue it HURTS. i picture that's how a blind man who can suddenly see will feel...

AHAHAHAHAA well well well. the "leave" misunderstanding has been cleared up. and things nv look brighter. haha... but i think i became abit too over-zealous in the leave application in the end. applied for leave from 2nd-15th aug. but then now i realised perhaps only need half day on the 2nd, and my driving test's on the 14th not 15th! nvm. we shall see how it goes... but now. i'm gonna enjoy my remaining one day of leave left! hiakhiak

otherwise, is it possible to eat until one drops dead? coz i think i felt my heart skippeda beat just now...

lynn's hk fren -catherine- is here and it's very exciting for me! haha.. she arrived yday and they spent the whole day touring half the touristy spots alrd... like, li'l india. ON A SUNDAY! and apparently, she was unfrazed by the culture shock man! (good sport!) so today i volunteered to be tour guide for the day while lynn attend some teacher-thing convention... ...

i will nv nv nv nv walk so much again in my whole life!

but that said, walk-and-eat, eat-and-walk... i feel like i myself am on an overseas holiday too! =)

well. tmr's gonna be more walking (to settle all my stuff that's been piling up since i started the "intern") so i'm off to give myself a good leg massage now...

and it's been a long time since i've been this chirppy =). guess it's all in the recent meeting ALL my love/ favourite ones almost every night. and u noe who u are! haha

p/s: joanne! i now can totally understand the "the most shiok thing is to put on moisterizer and go to zzz zzzz" ... ... ... zzzz.....

anyways this is gonna sound very ridiculous (exp right after my PUBLIC outburst) but...

i think paris hilton looks good now out of jailhouse w/o makeup. she ought to stop piling it on like a clownface next time!